Friday, March 21, 2003

morning, feeling like a idiot. hmmm, told her i love her and miss her, all she could do was, hmmm, kk, ya. makes me think i'm alone in this. thats why i feel like giving up, but i know she cant say it out, so never mind. abt r, there's something i wan to tell u abt me and him, but actuaaly, no reason to be telling u abt, so never mind too, afterall, he's yur fren. i'll be like backstabbing him in yur words.

yesterdae was a rather happy dae, coz i got to see kujo. he's the only person that is worth idolising. ask ben, haha. took a photo with him, but it didnt come out nice, guess todae can go take with him again lo. den there were japanese and thais at the com. as usual they were crazy. first, one jap, yoshi, went to lunar( jumping on one hand) on his fist for like ten times. then another thai went from flare to four airflares to five 1990s. siao one. but it was nice la. inspiring lo. den after the com, we went to break at raffles. all of us were playing on the turf grass lo, damn funny. especially alex. he tried to do some funny wave. we all laughing liao, den he said, good gliding hor? haha, can die lo. damn fun dae lo. den after that went to pastamania to eat, but they got no more pizza left liao, sian. so ate pasta lo, wat else, haha. it was nice too. went to play pool with lex and jem for a while. we pang seh gab at pastamania, haha. he was at wat-a-fish. never mind abt him, he's a dick, haha.

todae going to the com to see again. hope can see some nice shit again. ben is crazy abt this cute jap girl at the com, she can headspins lo, they say better den victor, haha. so i promised ben if we see her todae, we will go ask if can take photo with her or not. heh.
cant wait for ns to come. think it will be better with something to do everything, can forget things more easily. yesterdae saw weilin ya. she's a nice girl, though i don know her for a long time. she gives me this feeling that we can chat abt anything for non stop lo. she was a little unhappy yesterdae, she said it was abt her ex lo. haiz, don think so much la, lin. u are right lo, love suxs.

remembered last time i used to sit at bus stops with the special someone for hours and when i took the bus, we would make heart shapes with our fingers, haha. puiiiee. young and stupid last time. must grow to be more mature ar, bert. haha.

take care pp.

peace out \/

thankful to be alive - bert =o|
gilbert at 6:11 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}